I disagree. A smooth rhythm is evident in what you have written above. It's not the work of a pro but you have what it takes and all it requires is a bit more patience and thought provoking ideas and you're all set. It is true when you said that laziness affects our way of writing. I know that. I am going through that empty, barren space where all you can think of are English words that do not fit the pieces of the puzzle or to put it simply - simple words that we try to put essence to by combining them into one masterful arrangement but alas nothing we do conjures vivid imagery designed to lead the readers into a vicarious sensory experience. I understand your predicament. This very moment, I have nothing great nor deluded to share but my rambling thoughts.

Nevertheless, not having that drive, that passion, that eagerness to create something bound to mystify a thing, a concept, or an idea is not what others pertain to as "writer's block". I remember arguing with a forum member years ago about this and I insisted that we will never lose our creative imaginations and power for writing if we are that determined to turn a plain sight into a majestic view - one that can make others feel as if they have never felt the same emotions, have never been to the same place, have never been trapped in the same situation. It is the rarest of talents that writers can express by living in that oddest of places where others don't care to look. Writing problems will not arise if we only know how to remake the world in words and in dreams.

That being said and of a want for a better ending to justify my distracted thoughts, let me point out that the deeper you feel about something, the deeper is your exploration and approach with regards to that train of thought. The more you want to reconnect, the more that the readers would be entranced with your ideas and style.

Nash, be like a tortoise. If you bear the world's shell and still manage to express your yearnings, pain, loves, joy and of course your life's history - who knows sooner or later you're better than any writer you know. The sad and inescapable truth is that for writers, writing is the only kingdom we will ever have. It is the only home of our soul.
 

hey gold...thanks for dropping by.it's good to know that someone is reading my post...i feel so important.