I used to be a journal writer.Everynight, no matter how tired I am I would make it a point to write something.Somewhere along the way I stopped.College got in the way,night classes,endless exams and just plain laziness.Although I wished I could add gimmicks and partying to the list my nose will probably resembled pinnochio after that. Gimme a break I don't even know what a bar looks like, much less how to gyrate my body on the dance floor,but that's another story.
The moment I stopped writing is the moment I also lost my creativity.For the past five years I've never written a single poem,a short essay and up to now I've never finished my high school short story which I turned only half finished but managed to get the top mark despite of it.
Not that I haven't tried to write...it's just that whenever I got in the middle of it.I lose my concentration and found myself unable to continue.And as I read what I've written I will realized that I am not good enough and I don't have what it takes to be a writer.Like right now for instance.

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